Back Story:

"The most recently recorded Gravier song of mine, I was really proud of how well recorded and in time everything was which was a big accomplishment I thought being only eighteen years old. Lyrically I combined four separate scenarios I'd either been involved in or witnessed and blended them together into a single story."
- Joel Dobbins

Lyrics:

I carry you with me
You are heavy on my heart
I feel something's left behind
When we're so far apart
All this time I wonder
Has she ever felt the same
Does she think I'm just some weird kid
Who doesn't seem to have a name

Mesmerised by you
I'm mesmerised and shy too
It never seemed so true
I'm still mesmerised by you

Last night was a little better
I learnt something new
She had seemed to have noticed me
But the feelings were untrue
Talked about all that didn't matter
The unspoken trapped inside
It was in this moment I realised
The feelings long had died

Yet I'm mesmerised by you
I'm mesmerised and shy too
It never seemed so true
I'm still mesmerised by you

Now only an acquaintance
An old friend lingers
He has more to worry about
With wedding rings on his fingers
If I'd been more of a friend
I hardly even tried
If only I had spent more time
There'd be no need for goodbye

Mesmerised by you
I'm mesmerised and shy too
It never seemed so true
I'm still mesmerised by you

Mesmerised by you
I'm mesmerised and shy too
It never seemed so true
I'm still mesmerised by you

And will be to the end
I will be to the end
Mesmerised by you
Mesmerised by you
Mesmerised by you

Equipment:

HP Pavilion A1240A Desktop PC

Cubase SX 1.03

LeafDrums 2.33